time. to. get. real.

{this post is coming straight from my heart & head - it is what is on my mind today}

{disclaimer:  there may derogatory statements and plenty of negativity in this post - i do not usually include this in my posts, but today is all about being real, not full of fluff}

*time. to. get. real.*

the tears won't stop flowing

it's like a river is exploding

i can't keep my thoughts away

they keep causing me disarray

i wish i could turn off my brain

i'm going to go insane

i'm in so much pain

and i can't stop the rain

when is enough, enough

time is up for the fluff

the pain won't wash away

can't wait for a better day

when will i smile again

please lend me a helping hand

everyone is so full of hate

i guess you can't change your own fate

what do you do when no one cares about you

what do you do when no one notices how much you do

i'm getting so sick of this

i need to make a wish

i want to disappear

get as far as i can away from here

start a brand new life

without all the stress and the strife

i'm ready to end it all

the chips are about to fall

i need the tables to turn

when will i ever learn

i have to make my own way

there will be a brighter day

time to do my own thing

i'm going dancing in this rain

{if you actually read through all of that, thank you for taking the time to listen to my rant - i appreciate all of my readers and followers, and i will get back to posting as usual as soon as i can}